frustration

So I've been feeling a little frustrated lately. (Matt's never going to type in this thing so I might as well make it my own...) No direct reason I guess... maybe it's me realizing it's 2008 and I think I should be doing more with my life than what I'm currently doing. I know blah blah blah everyone goes through their own quarter life crisis but it's my dang blog and this is what it's for right? I guess I just feel like people are either going places, moving, trying new things, having kids, getting new jobs, getting married, going to school... whatever it may be and I'm just kind of... eh, here. I just don't know how excited I am to be living in Hilliard Ohio (or anywhere in Ohio for that matter) for the rest of my life! I need a change.... I did just change jobs in October but I don't know if it was the best change. Not the change I'm looking for. I want to start new somewhere else and if it has to be in Ohio then just move to a different house if anything. I need something more to do.

I'm in a rut.... this is my day everyday almost exactly.... I get up, put my contacts in, go downstairs and feed the dogs then let them outside. I then start to make my lunch for the day, maybe fold some laundry, go upstairs and brush my teeth then wash my face and get dressed. All the while trying to be quiet because Matt is still sleeping. Although the dogs have since bombarded him with kisses waking him up. So after i've gotten dressed I go into my bathroom and put my makeup on and do my hair. The dogs go back down to their cage to bury themselves back in their cage because they are going back to bed to sleep for another 2 or 3 hours. Back downstairs I go to finish making my lunch, warm up the car, then make myself a fiber shake for breakfast. Out the door I go. Going into work I think "man I am so tired! I definitely need to go to bed early tonight!" (which I never do) So then I'm at work from about 7:30/7:45 until 4/4:15. I then go home feed the dogs (if matt hasn't done it already) then get some kind of little snack to tide me over until dinner then change into my workout clothes and go downstairs to get on the treadmill. Sometimes I just go straight to the gym to work out there if Matt isn't away on a business trip. After I do my workout I go upstairs where Matt is usually making dinner (or just sitting on the couch) then we eat and that's that. I clean the house a little bit, take a shower and we watch t.v. or read a book, then go to bed.

Now I would imagine most people's lives are much the same and I'm no exception that's for sure. I just want to look forward to something. Yes, I look forward to seeing my husband at the end of the day. I mean something like a vacation or long weekend away from Ohio or a project I'm working on at home. That's what I need... a project. Matt usually gets scared when I say things like that because it usually means I'm going to change something in the house like paint the dining room or something. I don't want to scrapbook or do something on the computer. (I spend all day on the computer at work!) I need something physical that I can get a work out and do something productive. Hmmm I'll have to think about that.....

So there, I'm bored with myself right now but that's something everyone goes through I guess. What do you do?